I should just give Renee and Pierre my house and move away. Far away. Vienna is nice, but I don't know if it's far enough. There's an ad in the paper asking for English teachers in Japan. They say no experience or accreditation is needed, though you probably have to be older than 17. Perhaps I should get a secondary school equivalency and go.
I am not doing anyone any good here. And the people that I am doing good, could get it better from someone else.
Everyone would be better off if I left.
Except for the people that had to deal with me wherever I end up. Why do I have to be immortal?
EDIT: I went to see Peter. To have him help me and I couldn't say it. How many more people do I have to hurt before I can open my mouth and say "HELP ME?!"
I'm fucking worthless.