Well then. I guess that's it. I'm glad to know. I wasn't at first, but I can't hope to understand myself if I don't have all the information, can I? Father Peter said it was like doing a puzzle while missing some pieces. Pointless. And you'll never end up with a completed picture.
Now I should sleep. I'm not tired because of the time difference, but if I don't then I'll mess up my internal clock the rest of the time I am here, and I want to spend time with my Boys.