I felt so empty inside after that. And I honestly don't know if it was because of what I saw, or because of the absence of what I felt at the club and in the presence of so many happy high people.
Huh. Moving on to other things.
I think the people that I am closest to are reeling from a shock revelation and they don't understand why I am not. But they don't seem to be...they aren't disturbed by it. I don't think so anyway. And why should they be. It's a beautiful thing.
But I knew. But didn't he look beautiful. Avery, you are truely an amazing person. I do hope you're okay. Feel free to call me anytime while we're both in London. If not, well...I guess I'll see you when I am at your house soon enough.
And Jake, when did you want to meet. Tomorrow okay for you? You can come over or we can go somewhere. Whatever works with you works with me.
And I HAVE to see Father Peter before I leave. It's important.