Are you alright? I'm so sorry you didn't realise I would be doing that. I didn't mean to upset you. I guess I just assumed...that was part of why I needed to be on my own. So much of the re-emergence of my demon side is because I have unresolved sexual issues and I want to see what normal sex is like outside of a relationship. I love you, Renee. This isn't about you. I want you more than I would ever want some...well Giles is really nice, but he's such a boy.
I just...I couldn't do it by sleeping around behind your back so I was up front about it. Or I thought I was. I thought...you understood what I meant. Fuck I'm so sorry you didn't.