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Deirdre Ionúin Gallagher

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May 11th, 2009

Filtered to Thomas and Spectre [May. 11th, 2009|05:27 pm]
Deirdre Ionúin Gallagher
[Current Mood |guiltyguilty]

I'm feeling all full of love and happiness and I realised I haven't seen you yet, Thomas. And when I went 'round to visit this afternoon, you weren't there. Conveniently having left five minutes before I arrived.

I am so sorry for what I did. Thomas, I didn't mean to. I didn't know you could come back. Everything just looked... I'm sorry. I fucked up. Actually, when I think about it now, I can't even believe I did that. I don't know what I was thinking, but I don't think Spectre was the only one feeling out of place and shitty, though I think my issues were very different than his. And I just wanted to fix something you know? And I see now that I wasn't fixing anything. Of course I wasn't. I was making things more complicated and fuck, if you weren't the incredibly amazing man you are, Thomas, I could have fucked things up for a lot of people. Yourself, Spectre, your kids...

What I did wasn't okay, and I know that. I won't pull shit like that again. I'm so sorry. And I love you.
Link55 Saw the Light|Cry at Night

Filtered to Renee [May. 11th, 2009|07:16 pm]
Deirdre Ionúin Gallagher
[Current Mood |pensivepensive]

Look, I know we're like...I dunno, supposed to be mad at each other or whatever, but it's stupid. And anyway, there's more important things. Like...are you okay with the stuff Tasha is finding out? I know everyone's making sure to take care of her, but that's your family too and she's got a lot of support.

Do you? Are you okay?
Link11 Saw the Light|Cry at Night

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