November 16th, 2008

Why are you haunting me?

Filtered to Spectre, Thomas, Stuart, Abby, Renee, Kait, Flynn and Quinn

I didn't...okay, I didn't know how to say this the other day but the longer Mara's gone the more it seems...

We've been thinking Templar or random Demon or well Thomas ruled out Samson, but there's a possibility no one's brought up. And I don't know if it's because no one wants to bring it up in front of me, or if no one actually has thought of it.

The traders. They take angels and demons and werewolves and vampires from right under our noses. They took me from backstage they could take Mara from school. And Spectre said he still can't reach her which probably means she's out cold. They drug you like nothing else there. They could want to auction her off because she's beautiful and sweet and angelic and...dammit, there were even little girls where I was in Paris. Little angel girls.

I don't want it to be true. Which's why I can go to Sweden and then to Paris. I want to find her. If she's there, then... God.

And I'm scared I'm scared I'm so so scared and I don't even CARE about Iris, because I never want to see those things again, but the thought of Mara seeing them is so so much worse. So much worse that I feel sick.
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