January 20th, 2007

Dance the Ghost with Me

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You know...I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. I can. That's good. I didn't think I'd be able to. Am I supposed to hole myself up in a room and drink myself stupid for three months or just...live and feel half empty? I think I like this light thing better.

But why did this happen now? It's bad enough that I have to think about everything that happened a year ago again because it's all...ooOOoooOooooOoo a year anniversery or whatnot. The timing sucks. But is it ever a good time to lose your best friend? No. The timing would always suck.

Piss.

So number one on my list of things to do to move on? Go to the theatre tonight and spend lots of time in the catwalks just absorbing the feeling of the theatre and calling it 'lighting work'. Nice.
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Hopeless Hearts

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Never have sex in the catwalks when Shawn is in the building.

He'll catch you. And he'll laugh and then throw doughnuts at you and tell you to keep it to the dressingrooms.

Of course then you go in to the dressingrooms and everyone has a pretty nice time...
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