I'm so sorry. I didn't mean it. I always want you with me. I'm so so sorry.
I couldn't find Vince.
I feel like dying.
I broke my phone. Not my mobile. The house phone. I called Mam, though she didn't really know Liss too well because she was absent from my life when Melissa came into it. And I broke the phone. It made a squeal. I wonder if she...
These kinds of things aren't supposed to happen. They aren't.
Except I have to watch it happen to everyone I love. Melissa's just the first.
She shouldn't have been the first. God...it shouldn't have been her.