April 11th, 2006

Joy and Grief

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Well then. THAT was an experience. So nice of hospitals to supply sex toys.

I have...some news. The doctors and Renee's parents are worried about her mental state. Apparently as soon as she's well enough, she's being transferred to Regents Park Children's Psychiatric Ward. It's frustrating because they just don't understand her. There's nothing WRONG with her. Argh.

She told me to tell you because she's afraid that she won't see anyone after they transfer her there. She asks that people go see her now. She, understandably, a bit scared about it. Just reassure her. And don't freak out when you see her, she might be strapped to her bed. She's okay, just...I don't know. I hope they don't mess with her. I might have to hurt someone if they do.
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Oh god, I am the worst person in the entire world.





Kill me now.
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Renee and I are back together. I had someone I wanted to tell first, but I can say it now.

If only it weren't so bittersweet.

I adore Renee's parents, but...how could they DO this to her? You can't shut someone like her away. That's like caging a wild bird. Eventually the light goes out and the spirit...breaks. This isn't going to help! But no matter what I say, they just shake their head and say, 'It's for the best' or something in French which I CANNOT SPEAK! And the doctors are even worse. 'We know what's best for her'. Like HELL you do!!

They're going to hurt her. They're going to ruin everything. This is the opposite of the right thing to do.

*sigh* I'm just so lost. Aren't we all?
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