I realised earlier that I no longer fear the next encounter with my father. I am looking FORWARD to it. I know I fled the last encounter like a baby, but I still kicked his arse. And I think it's because he's too cocky. And since then I was pierced through with a sword and it did jack shit.
I think I am unstoppable!
And now I really WANT to meet up with the motherfucker. If I see him again, I can tear his fucking face off. But I am trying to not be too cocky myself. I won't go outside to antagonise him.
Hmmm. I could practise on Jude's father! Or someone else. We'll see.
Either way, it sounds like a hell of a lot of fun!
Went to the rally today. I caught a glimpse of Renee, but she looked busy so I left her alone. Pierre was with her, so I mostly milled around and did...rally type...things. I met Alex though! So sweet!
Also, Jude exploded my kitchen which is AWESOME!! Because it means i get to reorganise things, YAY! It's a sickness...
I want to spend more time with Pierre. It's lovely just talking to him. AND I had a great walk with Tuesday. She's lovely. Father Peter comes in a few days and so does JAKE, and I haven't heard anything from my dad. Is it possible that things are going well?!?!
Uh oh, that can't be good.
I was replying to a thread Misty had on her journal. She said I would make a woman a nice life-parnter some day. Becuase I am pretty AND I can cook.
How sexist is that?! I like the girl, but JESUS who raised her?
I replied back, saying I would make someone a good WIFE. Because I refuse to be grouped away from all those straight couples who get to call their loved ones "husband" or "wife". I will marry a woman someday. She will be my WIFE. And I will be hers.
And she gives me this lecture on how love is love and it doesn't matter what it's labelled as. I wasn't talking labels, MISTY. I know love is love! I am a LESBIAN! You are STRAIGHT. I spent today at a gay rights rally!!! I think people should be able to call their loved one whatever they want, I just refuse to be grouped into a "can't marry" catergory. It pisses me off.
The thing that scares me is that she thinks she is forward thinking. If THAT is forward thinking, no WONDER we still need rallies to get anyone's attention.
I am just being petty. I DO like Misty, a lot. But I hate being preached at when it's others that need the preaching.