September 5th, 2005

Not Happy

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Been out of the loop for awhile. As hard as it is to be out of the loop in a house with 5 people, I seem to have managed it. I haven't even seen Renee that much. I know she got a great job and she still visits her family a lot, but I am starting to wonder if...

Oh nevermind.

Being out of touch is such an odd feeling. I just drift about, only acknowledging someone else's presence when they somehow sneak up on me. Catching me unaware in the loungeroom or kitchen. Not that I spend much time there. I am generally in my room.

It used to be his room.

I think I am ready to be back in touch, but now that I am, the house stands empty for the first time in weeks.

And someone that is else, a cat is miawing....suddenly I am wanted that that is new.
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