Renee's spending time with Ry AGAIN. AGAIN. Just like she did last night. And the night be-fucking-fore. AND AND AND. And ALL THE FUCKING TIME BECAUSE WHEN SHE'S NOT THERE HE'S HERE OR AT UNI OR GRARGH FUCK OOOFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!
I AM LEAVING ON TOUR! ON MONDAY!!!!! I want to SEE my girlfriend before I go. Goddammit. He'll still fuckin' BE here when I'm gone. But guess who won't be? Uhm. ME?! FOR A LONG TIME!
Does she not love me anymore? No, that's dumb. I know she does. But I miss her. Ry has his OWN girlfriend, who he's too stupid to try and be with AND I WISH I COULD KICK HIM FOR THAT TOO!
I am going to BURN that goddamn bookcase, I swear to fucking god.
And I can't even be all upset at her because, bless her, she's trying to help. KJFGUAGDUGAWFGWP!!!!!!!!