Also...I talked to Michael. He needed to know about Melissa. And now he does. And he knows I have two girlfriends. And he knows my father's in the looneybin in Dublin. And and and. And he doesn't hate me for screwing him and then not wanting a relationship (I might have been a tad messed up...) and it's weird and awkward because..hello, he's seen my hoohoo. He was the first one to see my hoohoo... But it was okay.
I missed him.
Funeral tomorrow. And Peter's leaving. I can do this I can do this.