I'm sorry I wasn't here to help yesterday, Josie. And I'm even more sorry I can't give you someone to be. What I can do is try to show you how to find out what kind of person to be. But for starters you're going to have to stop being so damn stubborn. If you ask for help, you have to accept it when people try. Otherwise what's the fucking point? It's never going to get any easier if you don't LET it get easier.
And that's probably stuff you don't want to hear but I've learned there's a difference between things you want to hear and things you need to hear. I think you need to hear it.