And there are amazing people that will be there with her. Pierre, Scarlett, Stephanie, Delilah and so many others. I just hope they don't leave her alone. She would hate that.
I collapsed on my bed, crying happy tears for 45 minutes after I heard. I couldn't stop. My Renee will be okay. And I can see her on Friday and she'll be alive. She might not be awake, but she'll be alive.
I kept going over and over in my head what I would do without her. An eternity without my Renee. Eventually I will have to accept that, but, thankfully, now is not the time. I can't think about what will happen when that time comes.
I can't even think. My mind is so scattered. I'm fucking tired and I should get back to the sleepover, but I want to savour this moment.