Deirdre Ionúin Gallagher (deirdre_ionuin) wrote,
Deirdre Ionúin Gallagher
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I don't think I have ever been so relieved in my life. Of course, I am insanely jealous that I can't be there right now, but I am sure that it is better for me to be here. My Boys have made me feel so much better. They are amazing. And Claire...there are no words to express how wonderful she is.

And there are amazing people that will be there with her. Pierre, Scarlett, Stephanie, Delilah and so many others. I just hope they don't leave her alone. She would hate that.

I collapsed on my bed, crying happy tears for 45 minutes after I heard. I couldn't stop. My Renee will be okay. And I can see her on Friday and she'll be alive. She might not be awake, but she'll be alive.

I kept going over and over in my head what I would do without her. An eternity without my Renee. Eventually I will have to accept that, but, thankfully, now is not the time. I can't think about what will happen when that time comes.

I can't even think. My mind is so scattered. I'm fucking tired and I should get back to the sleepover, but I want to savour this moment.

My Renee.

Renee.
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