| To Those in the Know |
[Jul. 19th, 2009|03:13 pm] |
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Uhm...I hate to be the bearer of bad news, especially now, but...has anyone seen the news?
Crucified person. Jillian's MO. Have we found her yet? Because Jude is supposed to be coming back soon and I will open a can of whoopass on Rolf if she isn't safely incarcerated by the fuck then! |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Jul. 16th, 2009|08:24 pm] |
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I found a dart in the park! I showed it to Peter and he thinks it's Templar. They did just try to poison his family. Anyway, he thinks they'll be closeby because if they brought down Stephie and Thomas in the park, they would have to transport them and they're not demons or whatever.
So maybe it's not Amaris after all.
We're going to go searching at all sorts of different churches and weird-arse, religiously-freakish places. Any one who wants to help...that'd be good.
Maybe we can find them tonight. I hope so. Five minutes with the Templar is too long... |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Jul. 13th, 2009|10:48 pm] |
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Renee's here. She's sobbing in my lap... Scarlett didn't come home last night.
Thomas, Stephie, Josie, Scarlett. What the FUCK, okay?!
We have to find them. |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Jul. 12th, 2009|10:47 pm] |
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Uhm...I don't mean to alarm anyone...
Spectre, has Thomas come home yet and is Stephie with him? Because Icarus just showed up at the door alone. They went on a run with him. If he just got away from them and they're out looking, then can you tell them he's here? If not...
Well shit. |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Jul. 7th, 2009|05:44 pm] |
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I'm moving in to my second trimester already. Holy shit. Had a doctor appointment today and everything's fine. We're all healthy and happy! I'm okay to tour! I did say I was planning to do shows while I was quite pregnant and my doctor looked at me like O_O but you know...I'm me.
Everything's okay here. I've been missing my dad lately. I know wtf right? But I do. Thomas said when he died he said to tell me he did the right thing. Which is pretty...wow. I don't know. It's eeeeeiii.
I'm starving so I'm going to go make something awesome and then eat it ALL by MYSELF. |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Jul. 4th, 2009|05:20 pm] |
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SHIT!
Okay, so... Flynn and I were out and about and we got jumped by these arseholes. Or Flynn did. I think they were trying to separate us. Flynn was doing just fine because he's Flynn, but I flipped out and moved to protect him and I sort of...had a wingpop. And the fuckers ran away but fuck, they saw it.
I really fucking hope they don't find out who I am. Not that anyone will believe them, but fuck why am I so stupid!!? |
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[Jun. 21st, 2009|07:17 pm] |
It's been an exhausting time, rockstars. We get a day off after the show tonight! And then we're playing my hometown of Dublin on Tuesday which will be the end of the UK tour. I hope you guys have been having as much of a blast as we have!!!
The Friday show in London was awesome. We were joined by my Ethereal Facade bandmates, Tamm Morrison and Kat Whitney-De Compt, among others! It was completely kick arse! I can't wait to play London again, I love it so much!
( Ah the spoils of travelling! )
Until next time, rockstars!! And hey, if you're in Dublin, we might see you around!! |
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[Jun. 17th, 2009|08:44 pm] |
Heya, Rockstars! We're in Nottingham and it's been quite the week! we're doing shows pretty much non-stop, but that's AWESOME because it certainly keeps the energy up! I can't wait for Nottingham to have a fantastic night and then all through the UK!
And, lovely ones, some big news. Before everyone goes mad with speculation, my girlfriend and I are going to have twins. I'm pregnant, and we're both very happy and excited about the babies. That being said, I'll still be touring as long as it's safe to do so! But I might be getting larger soon enough and I just might have to slip away afterwards to avoid crowds. Just for safety's sake! Know I love you!
( Prove it with pictures! ) |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Jun. 13th, 2009|08:28 pm] |
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OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!
I just have to fish Peter out of a vat of beer he FUCKING DROWNED IN! IT WAS SO FUCKED UP! FUCK!
He's totally alive again, after vomiting beer shit for like an hour. I'm at the hospital. I'm not fucking leaving. Lorelei's safe too. He saved her from the thing and then got locked in because he's REALLY FUCKING SMART! Fuck.
I'm seriously disturbed here... Drowned people = disgusting.
This is seriously whack.
PS. Peter is TOTALLY drunk. |
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[Jun. 8th, 2009|07:41 pm] |
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On 7 June the BNP won the first of two seats in the European Parliament, when Andrew Brons was elected in the Yorkshire and Humber area by 10% of the vote. Nick Griffin was then elected for the North West region. Griffin stated that it was "a great victory... we go on from here." Meanwhile, the Labour and Conservative parties both referred to it as a "sad moment".
Well shit. Apparently electing racist fuckwits is awesome?
The BNP has a policy of tolerance to homosexuality in private, but states that homosexuality "should not be promoted or encouraged". The BNP opposed the introduction of civil partnerships in the United Kingdom. BNP spokesman Phil Edwards said homosexuality "is unnatural" and "does not lead to procreation but does lead to moral turpitude and disease". Alongside its suggestion that homosexuality "undermines social/marital cohesion by adding confusion", the BNP would make it unlawful to promote homosexuality and "return it to the closet where it belongs"
Awesome. Bring on the dark ages. Why not an inquisition or two while we're at it, eh? BTW? That up there? Not tolerance. Which, in my opinion, is not a very nice word to begin with.
Try 'acceptance', people. It's much better. Trust me, you'll like it. And people won't think you're a total dickwipe either. |
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| Friends Only, not Jude |
[May. 28th, 2009|09:06 pm] |
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I was thinking about it today on the way to the doctors. My brother Dylan's 13th birthday is on Saturday and I'm so proud of him. I have another half-brother I am not proud of. I have two half-sisters I adore (one is still a BB!) and one I...well sometimes I want to kick her hard so she could maybe glean some sense from it. Because wow.
That's a lot of siblings. Because I didn't grow up with them, I always look at Thomas and his 4 brothers and sisters and think, "wow your family is huge". I have one more sibling than he does. Which is just a little strange to think about. My Mam has five kids, just like Lavinia. Only, UNLIKE Lavinia, she wasn't the most incredible mother know to man. Meaning I didn't see her for like ten years after I turned 5. She's better now. But that's why sometimes I forget.
I'm glad though. I want a big family after so long of having no one but me. Which brings me to the next point.
I had an ultrasound today. I'm having twins. |
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| Friends Only, away from Jude for her benefit |
[May. 24th, 2009|09:13 pm] |
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You know how they say pregnancy is supposed to make you want less sex when you're in your first trimester because you're all sick and eugh? Yeah. Not so much with me. I'm sick and eugh and fucking randy as. So now the trick is finishing BEFORE I vomit.
Which you all totally needed to know!!
( And on that note, have naked pictures! )
Scott took them! Aren't they incredible! He's very talented, obviously. I think he's going to do amazing things. You should talk to my Mam, Scott! Though you're not allowed to sleep with her anymore. I know she's hot, but that ride's closed. |
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| To Those in the Know |
[May. 19th, 2009|06:37 pm] |
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Okay, I called Peter and he's getting his...demonic football team together, or whatever you want to call it. Daria, Con? Can you tell us anything about Pat we need to know? I think we all know the pictures, but there's so many rumours and things...it'd be nice to know what's true and what's not. It'll help us get them back. |
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| Filtered to Scarlett, Renee and Kait |
[May. 19th, 2009|05:55 pm] |
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There's too much shite in the world to hold on to anger.
I forgive you, Scarlett. I hope you can forgive me, because I said things I shouldn't have. Things which are not true, and were only spoken...or typed in the heat of anger.
Make her happy, though I know you already do. Just keep it up ;) |
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[May. 13th, 2009|11:15 pm] |
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Thank you for the chocolates, Jude! (I love that one has temperature controls!!)
Wait til you see what I'm sending you next >:D!
Also, omfg, Thomas+Flynn+Quinn=Crazy. So after Thomas wrote his sedate omgdaddysquee post, Quinn came over and Thomas dressed him up and then they were dancing around, and Flynn decided he didn't want to be outdone anymore, so he let both of them dress him up and now he's wearing several of Abby's clothes and it's just....
I DON'T HAVE MY CAMERA!!! fohsdaiofhdio!!! |
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[May. 12th, 2009|04:24 pm] |
I'm practicing every day to make sure I'm ready for touring in June! I'm so excited to tour again! I can't wait to see you all. Make sure to stick around after the shows. We always sign things and we love to see you all!!
Vocal warmups can be boring. It's much more fascinating letting my girlfriend take photographs of me. It panders to my vanity, you see!
( Vanity Fair! )
The tattoos aren't permanent, and you can't see my actual tattoos!
( But wait, there's more! ) |
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| Filtered to Renee |
[May. 11th, 2009|07:16 pm] |
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Look, I know we're like...I dunno, supposed to be mad at each other or whatever, but it's stupid. And anyway, there's more important things. Like...are you okay with the stuff Tasha is finding out? I know everyone's making sure to take care of her, but that's your family too and she's got a lot of support.
Do you? Are you okay? |
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| Filtered to Thomas and Spectre |
[May. 11th, 2009|05:27 pm] |
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I'm feeling all full of love and happiness and I realised I haven't seen you yet, Thomas. And when I went 'round to visit this afternoon, you weren't there. Conveniently having left five minutes before I arrived.
I am so sorry for what I did. Thomas, I didn't mean to. I didn't know you could come back. Everything just looked... I'm sorry. I fucked up. Actually, when I think about it now, I can't even believe I did that. I don't know what I was thinking, but I don't think Spectre was the only one feeling out of place and shitty, though I think my issues were very different than his. And I just wanted to fix something you know? And I see now that I wasn't fixing anything. Of course I wasn't. I was making things more complicated and fuck, if you weren't the incredibly amazing man you are, Thomas, I could have fucked things up for a lot of people. Yourself, Spectre, your kids...
What I did wasn't okay, and I know that. I won't pull shit like that again. I'm so sorry. And I love you. |
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[May. 10th, 2009|10:35 pm] |
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That doesn't cover the WHY. There are these things these days where they can get rid of the baby. Maybe you've not heard of them?
I told Jude I was pregnant and she said that.
MAYBE I'VE NOT HEARD OF THEM?! MAYBE I'VE NOT HEARD OF THEM!?
AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Someone bring me a stressball I can fucking squeeze into oblivion!! I really don't want to go smash her!! I know she's just unhappy and this is how she expresses it but FUCK FUCK FUCK! |
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[May. 10th, 2009|09:45 pm] |
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We should probably talk.
Or, I should tell you something and you should commence the avoiding me I know you are probably going to do. |
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| Friends Only, away from Jude |
[May. 10th, 2009|09:23 pm] |
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Hahaha!! Okay, Flynn and Quinn came over and Flynn just got so drunk he went all...incredibly Irish on me. Not that he's usually not Irish. But oh my god you should hear it!! His accent! The words that are coming out my my calm Flynny's mouth!! Quinn says this is how he talked back in Whitehead when he was a teenage thug. But it's awesome. I can't understand a word of it! Except every once in a while he says "me fither" which I'm pretty sure means his father... And he keeps calling me 'Swee'hear'' Which is a dramatic underusing of t's!
I can't drink and be pirate Deirdre, but hell if I had, I'd be missing this!! It's quite a show!
Also? 1) Sweet corn and chicken soup does not taste okay coming back up. And 2) my boobies hurt.
Being pregnant is awesome. /sarcasm But at least I won't be a parent like this |
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[May. 3rd, 2009|09:47 pm] |
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Okay, shit. Did you tell him?
Is he mad at you?!
Is he mad at me?!?! |
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[May. 3rd, 2009|12:10 pm] |
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Want to com over in about an hour or two? I have someone visiting I think you'll be interested in :D |
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[May. 1st, 2009|08:18 am] |
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Hi, Stephie.
I'm not mad anymore. I'm going to be moving back home this weekend, I just want to finish a few things up at this flat first before I offer it out to people.
I talked to the father. He didn't really care. He doesn't want anything to do with this, which is how I want it. And I knew that, but apparently you all needed me to make sure, and that's okay. Now we can all be sure. As for how it happened, I got lost. I was searching for something and when I got pregnant the first time, I didn't even know I was until I took one wrong step and it was gone. And I started thinking...god, I can't do anything right. Renee left me because she apparently couldn't give me time to find myself. And that's okay. That's her choice. And then I kill something immortal. Go me. I couldn't save my father, and I couldn't save my baby and what good was I? I was grieving for something I hadn't even know I had.
But it happened again. By some fucking miracle, it happened again and I'm not fucking up this time. Clearly, I'm meant to have a child. I feel so...calm. At peace. More at peace than I have felt in so long. Since Paris. It's like a part of me that was stripped away, has been brought back. Not because of the baby, I don't think. Just because I finally get that missing puzzlepiece. You know...I've watched you all with your kids and it's not easy to think I could have had that. I could have been a mother too by now. There's such love there. Giving up that baby was the right thing to do, but it left this gaping hole inside me because even though I wasn't ready to have kids then and I certianly wasn't emotionally stable enough, I still wanted that baby. I have one now. I'm happy about it. I am going to love it so much. I've lived in a home full of them long enough. I have a baby sister. I took care of Peter's kids when Aly was ill and he needed help. I can do this.
So I guess...I understand why you all flipped out? But it's unnecessary. I'm fine. Better than fine. Happy. But I really don't feel like being judged on how this happened because I'm back with Kait now and what I did before that was a different me. Something wondrous came out of it, and I'm not going back there. That's all that matters.
That and I love you. |
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[Apr. 28th, 2009|08:43 pm] |
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I talked to the dad and he doesn't really care. Flynn does though, he's all pissed.
Anyway, did you have a good time on Sunday? After the show? I didn't have a chance to ask. |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Apr. 27th, 2009|10:25 pm] |
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OMG I totally just took a pregnancy test because I'm all late and I'm having a baby again!
I'm so excited! And Kait is too and omg BABY!! DEMON BABY! YAY! |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Apr. 24th, 2009|06:58 pm] |
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Okay...this guy totally gots rhythm. Change the music to Michael Jackson and that's so Thomas. He's so SMOOTH.
Except he wouldn't fail at Ping Pong...
If I tried to dance like that, I'd fall over. Also? I have the biggest hangover. I should know better than going to Jude's and going wild... I should bring along a drinking buddy to tell me to STOP. |
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[Apr. 22nd, 2009|08:42 pm] |
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It's rainin' men, hallelujah it's rainin' men?!
"It'll be choreographed. And it'll be good..."
That's right. We're coming to get you. Grab your brollys, it's going to be a fabulous ride. With matching accessories. |
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| Friends Only, away from Erin |
[Apr. 19th, 2009|04:19 pm] |
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This weekend I went to Venice and then my Mam dragged me to Dublin because she had to go visit my wanker brother Sean. Why, I do not know. Something about him being her son, pfft. Anyway, she dragged him back here and now all my siblings are in London. And already Sean has come over to my house and asked if I have any weed and THAT was when my little nephew Parker was visiting!!
I oughta kick him in the balls. Sean, not Parker.
Why can't all my siblings be awesome like Dylan and Paula :( I'm terrified Mam is going to force Sean to STAY here and then he'll be at London College too for his last year, and I will CRY. Dylan doesn't seem pleased either. Sean and Erin always treated him like shite and now they're encroaching on his territory and apparently being really terrible to Finian because he's not their dad. Who, by the way, is a prick. Patrick was my step-father for over ten years of my life, and I saw him all of like...twice. And one of those times? He called me Diane. DIANE.
The world is stupid sometimes, but whatever, I was in Venice :D |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Apr. 15th, 2009|09:33 pm] |
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Nostalgia is fun.
But I miss Thomas :( And it's not okay.
OH MY GOD MY EMOTIONS ARE UNCONTROLLABLE! I HAVE A DATE AND MY MASCARA IS EVERYWHERE!!! |
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| Friends Only |
[Apr. 14th, 2009|10:48 pm] |
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I have a sister who is like totally awesome, and I ♥ Kait.
:D
That's all!! |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Apr. 13th, 2009|05:09 pm] |
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WTF?!
Okay, now EVERYONE knows I'm having 'relationship difficulties'?! Look at that one kid on the forum saying "It never could have worked with three people" oh fuck you, kid.
Stupid. Being semi-sortof-almost famous. Sucks.
Apparently the 'Spectral Curse' extends to me now. Sfuafbdjsavds.
I want to say something but I'm afraid it will come out "I HATE ALL YOU FUCKERS GO DIE" which isn't exactly the tone you want to put across to your fans. How were you so calm, Spectre?
I hope having my Kaitie play at...thing which...hasn't been talked about yet...hopefully that will help. |
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[Apr. 10th, 2009|05:22 pm] |
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Dude, did you HAVE to tell Peter about my 'getting knocked up by a stranger' thing?!
He came by and gave me the most awkward 'birds and the bees' talk ever... Which you know...was amusing, but still... :P |
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[Apr. 7th, 2009|09:15 pm] |
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So...yeah, there's probably no chance you want to have our baby now, is there? |
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| Friends Only |
[Apr. 5th, 2009|09:34 pm] |
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WHAT THE FUCK?! |
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| New York, New York, What a Wonderful Town |
[Apr. 4th, 2009|04:05 pm] |
Hey, Rockstars!! After wonderful recording session with my darling ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) in_spectre_mors another friend of mine and I decided to get away from dreary old England for a few days! Where to, you say? Why...dreary new New York! It's thundering like mad and I love it! Charlotte and I have already had a ball and we still have another day and change to enjoy the city!
If you're a native of the Big Apple, keep your peepers peeled for a pair of loud redheads, one Irish and one English. Come up and chat, we'll make a night of it. Hope you have a brolly!!
( As always, I come bearing gifts of a photographic nature. Not pornographic, SORRY! ) |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Mar. 28th, 2009|04:07 pm] |
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Forget all of it. I just want the entire world to wilt and die. |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2009|09:02 pm] |
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I'm too sick to be angry about all the shite going down, though I have to say...bloody text messages? Uncool. That poor girl...
Can flapjacks give one food poisoning? |
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