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[Feb. 5th, 2010|09:55 pm] |
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The video is now in post-production and awesome! I had the best time doing it. Now Flynn and his new husband are off to their honeymoon before the Japan tour. I'm so very excited!
In other news, my twins are almost two months old and that's so weird... But wonderful! |
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[Jan. 28th, 2010|10:41 pm] |
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Any minute now, my ship is coming in
I'll keep checking the horizon
I'll stand on the bow, feel the waves come crashing
Come crashing down, down, down, on me
And you say, be still my love
Open up your heart
Let the light shine in
But don't you understand
I already have a plan
I'm waiting for my real life to begin
When I awoke today, suddenly nothing happened
But in my dreams, I slew the dragon
And down this beaten path, and up this cobbled lane
I'm walking in my old footsteps, once again
And you say, just be here now
Forget about the past, your mask is wearing thin
Let me throw one more dice
I know that I can win
I'm waiting for my real life to begin
Sometimes I feel guilty because I'm moving on. But I'm supposed to. I have to.
I have to. |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2010|08:44 pm] |
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QUINN AND FLYNN ARE MARRIEDS! They're sexing it up here tonight, because I decided they needed it. They love roofs because they're freaks.
:D
I'M SO HAPPY FOR MY BOYS! Now I'm going to go snuggle my kids and tell myself it's okay to be alone :|
EDIT: ( They make it okay ) |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Jan. 18th, 2010|08:16 pm] |
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There's a room opening up at Victoria Lane. The lovely Joanne is visiting soon and when she does, she'll be taking the rest of her things with her to Dublin.
If anyone's so inclined and wants to take it, let me know. Just...be aware. Lots of BBs.
I would have opened it to all my peepies, but it's better, I think, if the person living in Vic Lane is in the know. We are a bit supernatural-heavy!!
LOVE YOU BBS! I'll bring you shiz from DISNEYLANDS! |
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| Filtered to Joanne |
[Jan. 18th, 2010|03:24 pm] |
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Hi, Sweetie. I'm going to Disneyland today whooooooooo! How are you?
I was just writing to catch up. To see how you are. You seem happy in Dublin, and I think that's awesome. I wanted to know if you wanted the house there. My mother gave it to me as a present, but the only time I have ever used it was when we toured in Dublin (and it was nice to see you then!) and other than that, it's just been there as your place. Renee is still on the deed (It was in my name as well as Renee's and Kait's) and I think I'll leave her on there, but if you'd like me to add you or replace my name with yours, I can do that.
What I'm basically saying, is that if you want to stay there, for however long, you're free to. If you want to come back, let me know. Your room is still yours. If you're happier in Dublin, I'll see to it that what's left of your things gets sent to you, and the room goes to a good person.
I really hope you're well. |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Jan. 10th, 2010|04:43 pm] |
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Sometimes having a demon's metabolism is AWESOME.
Okay, it always is. Three weeks post-baby...
( I'm inside here )
Taken by Finian who will not stop taking photos of my twins because he's so excited to be a grandfather. He snapped one of me watching over this circus mad-show looking amused.
And you know what? I'm totally ready to be in a sexy, shmexy music video! HURRAH! |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Jan. 9th, 2010|09:41 pm] |
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A woman came to see me today. Her name is Juliette. Juliette Kempf (she says the name is from a long time ago). She was in Paris. She's a demon, though she's the least demony demon I've ever met. It's weird... Not in a bad way! Anyway, she was in the hospital for a while and since then she's kind of been floating around. Apparently before that she lived in Vienna, but she was too afraid to go back in case they found her again. She's remembered by name and came to find me because it's cold and she couldn't find a shelter. Which is why I am guessing she isn't a KEMPF Kempf. Because you know. They had the MONEY. I'm going to bring her in to the Hospital so she can stay there (no room here, really) BUT...she really is a sweetie. And I'd be able to read if she had any sort of bad intentions. She's just...so docile.
She says she used to work as a nanny in Vienna. I was thinking...if I could get some reports on her work there, maybe I could use her when touring. Because fuck, I could use a nanny! Is this cool with you, Band Peoples?! |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2010|12:21 am] |
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I have another brother. His name is Jason and he's older than I am. Which made my mam have a swearing fit when I told her. Whoopsie...
I have an older brother. I always wanted one, and then I had Thomas and Spectre and Timothy and Flynn. And now I have a real one. By blood and everything.
And so do you, Paula. I'll bring him by!
I grew up with no family really. My dad was here, but he didn't give a shit. And then I turned 16 and everything changed. Now I have my babies and my brothers and sisters...I have my mam back. I have my friends. It's awesome :D |
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[Dec. 19th, 2009|08:51 pm] |
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OH MY GOD I HAD BABIES AND THEY ARE THE BEST THINGS EVER AND NOW RENEE IS AWAKE COME SEE THE BABIES RENEE BECAUSE MY WATER BROKE ON YOUR BED!!!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:DDDDDDD |
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[Dec. 17th, 2009|09:29 pm] |
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WHY WON'T THESE CHILDREN BE BORN SO I CAN FUCKING HELP OH MY GOD THE WORLD SUCKS BALLS!
I'm going to go sleep with Renee and y'all can blow me. |
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[Dec. 5th, 2009|08:44 pm] |
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My room is clean. So I can go home now. I'll go tomorrow. Last night I was in bed with Peter and Flynn, and I think they were both spooning me... Which is quite strange, I'll have you know.
I am ready to not be pregnant anymore! Just in case anyone was wondering. You know. It's not so nice now. Blah. |
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[Nov. 26th, 2009|08:44 pm] |
"The world's a hard place, Danny. It don't care. It don't hate you and me, but it don't love us, either. Terrible things happen in the world and they're things no one can explain. Good people die in bad, painful ways and leave the folks that love them all alone. Sometimes it seems like it's only the bad people who stay healthy and prosper. The world don't love you, but your momma does and so do I. You're a good boy. You grieve for your daddy, and when you feel you have to cry over what happened to him, you go in a closet or under your covers and cry until it's all out of you again. That's what a good son has to do. But see that you get on. That's your job in this hard world, to keep your love alive and see that you get on, no matter what. Pull your act together and just go on."
~Stephen King - The Shining |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2009|09:55 pm] |
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I'm staying at Peter's for a little while. I'm letting him pamper me while I learn what it's like to have so many kids you don't know quite what's happened or where the time has gone but they are certainly everywhere... Anna and I built a fort and then there was a screaming (happy screaming) almost-three-year-old in it, throwing pillows everywhere and it's a good thing Anna didn't care. And then Caleb joined in and Peter just watched from the doorway with this bemused 'this is how it goes' look on his face.
And now I have my lovely bed and my lovely big fatty cake and my lovely purple lap top and Petey is curled up at the foot of my bed because Sylvia is here and she's playing with Sinny and Petey feels left out. It's pretty nice this whole 'being pampered' thing.
The tour ended well, and I enjoyed it. Adrina was amazing. My housemates are wonderful. And eventually I'll be okay with being home again. I just need...time. Definite time.
And waking up and not finding Flynn there is really weird. |
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[Nov. 8th, 2009|04:53 pm] |
Last night in Canada and can I just say I LOVE EDMONTON! I JUST BOUGHT SO MUCH CRAP AND PLAYED IN A WAVE POOL INSIDE A SHOPPING CENTRE HOLY CRAP!
AND I MIGHT HAVE HAD TOO MANY ORANGE JULIUSSSES. JULII? ORANGE JULIUSx34!!!!!s! EXCEPT STRAWBERRY AND TRIPLE BEERRYY AND NOT ORANGE!
WOW SUGARRRRRR!
HOT DOSGS! |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|02:31 pm] |
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Oh my GOD that was the most embarrassing thing ever. I thought the babies were coming because everything down there HURT so poor Flynny who was in soaking wet clothes from smoking his cancer sticks outside in the rain had to rush me to the hospital and stand by my side for hours and it wasn't the babies, it was GAS.
I hate myself so much right now...
I am so glad he didn't call anyone so no one ELSE was panicking... Argh.
Hi, I'm fine. Embarrassed as all hell, but fine. |
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[Nov. 1st, 2009|04:44 pm] |
It's starting to get harder to sing every night for hours. I think my lungs are getting crowded out by children. It's a good thing I'm crazy loud. AND I got good news yesterday so nothing can get me down today :D
HELLLOOOO MONTREAL!!
( Best costumes ever. )
I love my peeps :D |
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[Oct. 31st, 2009|02:57 pm] |
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MY BOOBS LEAKED ON STAGE AND I CAN'T STOP CRYING! :(:(:( |
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[Oct. 29th, 2009|03:30 pm] |
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It's my birthday. I'm 21, pregnant, and alone. BUT I have the best friends I could ask for, and a pretty kickin' job.
Oh. And I'm in New York City and currently cuddling my Charlottepants. She came to visit me for my birthday and this is pure awesomeness.
After the gig tonight, the band is going to a party and we plan to rock the city until morning. I can't think of a better way to spend my birthday. Well, I can. But this is the best way that's actually possible.
:) |
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| To Spectre and Thomas |
[Oct. 29th, 2009|08:21 am] |
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Did you like the thingy?! I stopped reading that entry after you started playing 'Tickle me, Thomas' while on LJ, you freaks.
WAS IT GOOD!? Thomas I sent you the other one too, I don't know why it didn't get there at the same time. But you know...rest assured, you'll get yours eventually! |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Oct. 25th, 2009|05:32 pm] |
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( I miss you )
At the risk of sounding ungrateful...why do you always have to be so...ready to throw yourself into danger? I just want you back so you can tell me how much you love me.
That's what I need right now.
I would have posted that just to Peter, but I figure lots of other people are feeling the same. And part of my problem is keeping things to myself anyway. I'm sad. I miss Kaitie and David and Alessa, and I miss Peter and I'm scared for him and Aly and Thomas and it's all just pppttthhhhhppthhh and I'm getting by but blah.
Seriously. Blah. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2009|09:35 pm] |
Hi, Rockstars! We're in Albany, NY today and oh my GOD it's cold. Still, Flynny is in a rather incredible mood because we have a friend from London visiting! Serenity and Timothy have been mocking me in all my pregnantness, proving who can drink more, and we get our lovely Mummy with us for a few more days. She's staying until Halloween!
My birthday is on October 29th, which is our NYC show! I'll be twenty-one, legally allowed to drink in the US of A, and still unable to imbibe! Thus is the wages of pregnancy. It's not going to stop us partying though! Costume parties beckon and you Just KNOW we'll go all out. After the gig, of COURSE. Hope to see you there!
( What will she give us next?! ) |
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[Oct. 18th, 2009|06:16 pm] |
It's been two years since the fire at Digital Anachronism studios. Seems like forever ago. Only two years.
I'm feeling blue, rock stars. I did want to say thank you so much to those of you who sent me messages of love and kindness and sympathy. Losing Kait has been the worst thing I have ever gone through. But you have all been so wonderful. The amount of love we, as a band, receive from all of you, is nothing short of extraordinary. To those of you who hang around afterwards to hug and shake hands and talk...thank you too. You're what is keeping me going right now. You and these people.
( These ones right here ) |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Oct. 11th, 2009|07:32 pm] |
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THE ENTIRE WORLD IS FILLED WITH WTFERY! |
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[Oct. 4th, 2009|04:02 pm] |
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Right. Time to be practical and things. Tomorrow EF is off touring with PT, and then I'm leaving for the US with Spectre, so there's things I have to take care of now.
Kait left everything to me. Everything. Which means the Sommersby estate is now mine. I'm not planning to mess with it, but Amanda left to go back to Ireland which means...pretty much poor Gordon lives there alone. If anyone wants in, there's like...four freaking empty bedrooms in the thing. A pool, a garage...yeah. Have at it. Let me know.
Uhm...there's also the motorcade. Yeah, Mr Simeon collected cars. And there's like...thirty. The vintage taxi is MINE MINE MINE MINE and I want the red Bentley too, but the rest of them...look, if you want one...whatever. There's rolls royces and...other...things. I show shit all about cars. They have been sitting for a few years now though. Since he died. So...Del? Want a job? Making sure the cars still run'd be good. And hey, you can have one of them too.
Anyway. I'm not hiding any more, so...that was kind of right in time. |
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[Sep. 28th, 2009|08:54 pm] |
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Flynny's with Quinn because his surgery is tomorrow and I just quit EF because I can't do it because Kait was part of it and now I feel really bad about that and the babies won't stop and Kait's not here to hold me and tell me everything will be okay and she can't get my herbal tea and I just really need you because I'm hiding in Flynn's room.
Can I stay in your bed tonight?
...with you there too... |
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[Sep. 28th, 2009|08:51 pm] |
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I'm so sorry, Pierre. I had to say this to you first. I don't think I can continue with Ethereal Facade. And since you and I started it what seems like forever ago, I thought I should tell you before anyone else. It was your baby and together we made something really special. But without Kait, I can't. If she had actually done anything more with Spectre, I wouldn't be able to do that either. Making music together was just...such incredible magic and if I stay with EF it will just make me think of her and I can't.
I am so sorry. I loved making music with you too and I hate to do it. I just have to.
If you really need me to be there for that tour in...whenever it was, I can't remember, I can try. If you need me.
I love you. |
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[Sep. 21st, 2009|10:02 pm] |
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uiXa4sA67YE&feature=PlayList&p=68BDB60E311F1971&index=0&playnext=1
Go there and listen. Just listen.
I have been here many times before
I hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch
I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me |
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[Sep. 13th, 2009|07:50 pm] |
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I know it's a crappy time, but I hope this makes someone smile.
Kait and I are engaged. We're going to have a wedding after the tour and the babies. I found out her name can be on the birth certificate if we're legally together, so we might do a quickie thing first and have the wedding later.
I want to look hot in my wedding dress, and pregnancy is so not hot.
Anyway. There's that. Back to looking. |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Sep. 7th, 2009|05:17 pm] |
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Does anyone know what happened with Tasha? Peter called me, flipping out, but I didn't understand a word of it and now he won't answer his phone.
What's going on?
I am too pregnant for this shit now! |
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[Sep. 4th, 2009|03:29 pm] |
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WILL ALL OF MY BABY DADDIES PLEASE STOP ALMOST DYING!
And don't be smartarses and really die either, or I'll be pissed off and go Metal Pregnant Woman on your arse.
For fuck's sake. I am fat and uncomfortable, DON'T TEMPT ME!
OHMIGOD Sylvia just did the CUTEST THING! Hhahahhahahaa dogs. |
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[Sep. 1st, 2009|04:02 pm] |
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see more Fail Blog
I dunno...I figure it takes a pretty tough guy to admit Efron-love.
IT WAS GOOD ENOUGH FOR VOLDEMORT!!!! |
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[Aug. 18th, 2009|12:08 pm] |
Aaaaaaahhhhh bad.
I'm still bummed about the Moscow show, but holding my head high and moving on...
...I'm wondering which name I should put in my babies' birth certificates under the 'father' section. It was a donor situation and I can tell you he wouldn't want his name there. And I don't think, by law, I can put Kait's name there. I don't know if it would make a difference if we made 'us' official with a civil union. I don't know...
I know, in the end, the official stuff doesn't matter because the babies will have so many people who love them. And Kait and I will be the mummies and no little piece of paper is going to change that. I also know Spectre is now all officially the other daddy of his husband Ash's son, so I know it can be done. It's just...argh. Official things suck.
And I'm leaving this public because it's real. It's an issue I'm facing, and I'm not the only one. Maybe I can put a human face on it, I suppose. So many people have to worry about things like this because the world can be such a backwards place. I am so thankful that I live in a place that allows me to marry who I want (or have a civil union, anyway) because I know other places don't even allow that. But we have a long way to go here, folks. A really long way to go. |
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